1. Lust Isn't Love

She had taught me so much... Opened my eyes, showed me the truth, helped me

know which path to take, and showed me kindness better than any other person I have

ever met. I never did anything for her... I actually treated her like a piece of crap. Yet she

stuck with me, and never gave up. I hated her, yet she loved me.

I don't know why she wanted to help me... I wasn't anything important. All I

know is she was the reason I kept living. She was the reason I learned what love really

was. Because of her I looked foreword to another day. I didn't hate the world anymore,

she brought out the beauty in it.

She was able to bring out the best and worst of me, but no matter what horrible

things I had done, she stayed with me. She was the one who was always there in my time

of need, no matter what it was. I did horrible things, and even though she lectured me for

them, she never judged me. I had never thought I would've fallen in love with someone

like this.

She was beautiful to me, even though to the world she was just an average girl.

The things she did amazed me, but to everyone else they were easy things to do. Her

mistakes were... cute. To everyone else though, they were clumsy and stupid. I didn't

care if she was considered average to the world, because to me she was the most amazing

person alive.

I no longer feared death, since I knew I'd be with her in the end. I had something

to look foreword to in the end. I'm Kenta, and this is the story of when I learned the real

meaning of love in this dark world lustful world.